Thank u for everything u’ve done, even u’re doesn’t notice that but its true that u did the impact to my life, even now i still felt it. Karena semua hal dapat dilupakan dan ditinggalkan i think its pretty clear that i, too, did the impact to her life meski konteksnya berbeda. Impact yg mana nih ndru? Saya? Tentu impact yg membuat saya seakan menjadi patung pahatan si brilliant squidward, diam seribu bahasa! Ok i see..,but what the impact u gave to her? Kebalikannya mungkin, normal banget klo ada rasa nyambung diantara kita toh we have something in common, tapi ketika saya sudah on the track dengan dunia saya dan kami membahas itu, kadang secara gk sadar jd lupa diri, pokoknya lakukan yg bikin dia kagum. Mungkin ini yg menjadikan perempuan illfeel sama saya, maybe her too.. wakakaka.. XD
What bout her? Saya no comment dah, bener” gk mau spekulasi meski chance buat dia tertarik sama saya ada juga meski kecil sekali, prosentase? I think less than 5%, toh apa yg dia lihat dr pria macam saya?muakakakaka..but, lucunya adalah saya tetap pede, meski lebih sering pesimis sih. Back to topic, sebenernya apa sih yg mau dibahas kali ini? Lha elu malah tanya ke gua? Admin nya kan elu,gua kan sebagai another u cuman jd side viewer, gile lu!!Muakakakaka… bener juga yak, so…. i think i’d like to discuss anything about the chance of. Wait a sec, chance bout what? Pretty much things.
Is she notice about my existances? Is she know that i like her so much? Is she understand bout my feeling? Is she know that i really care bout her? Is she know that i am very coward? Is she angry to me? Is she care to me? Is she like me too? Is she ignoring me? Is she like another guy? Is she just thinking that i just her senior? Or just the older brother? Or just a friend? or.., no one person, who came by for any seconds then disapear? Etc.. yes, some of that is very gud chance & some of that is very bad chance. Kemungkinannya banyak, saya juga gk tau, mau maen tebak gesture? No thanks.. XD
Ntah knpa saya merasa bersalah meski saya gk tau apa salah saya, lucu kan? Lucunya lagi otak saya seakan gk mau menghilangkan pertanyaan itu, hey come on if u didn’t do anything wrong, just forget bout that. Gampang klo saya, namun tetep saja bakal kembali lgi. Ntah kenapa saya jd percya banget klo terlalu maen dengan perasaan, orang bakal jd absurd. Oke fix, elu baper ndru!muakakakakaka… XD
Kadang saya pengen jd seorang yg optimis, bahkan terlalu pede klo nganggap dia juga suka dengan saya. Padahal nyatanya dia suka dengan orang lain, triangle love!yeaaaahhhh… tapi saya gk menyerah, dia pun gk nyerah dengan cintanya ke orang lain. Just have a little faith, and then… the ending… she’s got her love, and me staring to both of them in a distance. But, don’t think i would given up bout her, nope!! Absolutely not!! To be honest, i just planning to steal her from that man!hahaha.. #evil laugh.. XD
Last, chance of.. hal yg paling gk saya sukai setelah ekspektasi. Karena ya,gmna ya.., sesuatu yg pasti di dunia ini adalah ketidakpastian, so kalo bicara masalah kemungkinan, ya bukannya bermaksud pede yah, tp hitungannya 50-50! Njirrr lu gk pede tp ngarep!muakakakaka… to be honest iya,tp klo realiti brkata bgtu saya bisa apa? Nah lho.. so kalo kemungkinannya baik saya sih alhamdulillah banget tp klo kemungkinannya buruk yah saya harap dia mengatakan secara langsung “gk usah doa macem macem, gk usah nemuin saya, gk usah nyoba care ke saya, gk usah stalking saya lg, please forget everything bout me”.. u sure about that mate? Absolutely, because mark my word, i wouldn’t do what she said, because.., even i do forgot my own name, i will not forget her.. XD
